ESCORT THEOREM
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THE MOMENTUM OF STILLNESS & THE POWER OF THE PAUSE
Every day we seek out inspiration whether we realize it or not. While most of any given day is predictable, we still seek out inspiration. Our brief satisfaction may reveal itself in the perfect cup of coffee, not having any red lights, a particularly great workout, or that first sip on a cocktail when the day ends. Our mission in life is not to wait for things to happen but to create the momentum to set that energy free. I believe we are all artists of a kind – building and creating, no matter how mundane or special, they are all unique. There is a belief that those experiences have…
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THE FEELING YOU STAY FOR
You aren’t living in a world of make believe. Perhaps you have just lived in a harsh reality for far too long. It’s time to be kinder to yourself. It is easy to fall into patterns. We all do it. After all, consistency in our lives is a crave that we never realize or vocalize. It is just there. Now, here you are…with me. A diversion but a positive one. A window opened. Together we are creating a path, discovering a new part of you, an adventure with no real destination, or maybe it’s just that the destination doesn’t matter. Just Between Us. A mutual bond of integrity, respect…
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MORNING LOVE: THE PRACTICE OF INTIMACY
The true practice of intimacy can happen in what might seem to be the most awkward of moments. Yet, it is the openness and presence in which intimacy is felt that allows for this bond we create to thrive and not stall out. Intimacy is not a fairy tale. It is not perfection. The tenderness of leaning into a moment that could feel or be distracting, doesn’t have to be. It’s down to your willingness to explore the discomfort and simultaneously decide what you want to make of it. The beauty of companionship is in the shapeshifting of intimacy, the fun of that learning, growth.
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BREAKING BREAD – A NEW CHAPTER
Four days into my moving to a new city, I reconnected with an awesome, talented gentleman over dinner in Cambridge. It was my first date since my move to the Boston area on March 1. Intimacy takes time and yes, practice. In my case, I’ve been practicing for the last 12 years. I think sometimes you are Now I am living in a new city and getting to know it – the good, bad and ugly. What is Interesting About a Man. It’s no secret that I love men. I appreciate them and enjoy learning their secrets, vulnerabilities and what makes them special. Some are in my life for many,…
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THE CONDUCTOR
Let me catch my breath with you. The way you can make me smile, laugh, provoke my thoughts. That heat that rises from between my legs; a body that melts when you finally kiss me. How firm and soft your tongue feels as it tickles mine. Your weight and strength reminding of your masculinity. Romance never gets old, even in the slightest of sentiment. There is never an inappropriate time. Let us not get so cynical that sentimental gesture is forgotten. What’s more, indulge with whom it may be least expected. Be bold in pursuit of the forgotten. Let go of expectation and assumption for they are man-made and unnatural.…
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INTIMACY IN FLUX
In my latest audio note, I discuss the idea of disconnection. We don’t talk about the reality of the client/companion relationship or the opportunity for its potential. It really is one of the most unique relationships you will ever foster in your life. The depth and breadth of which are up to you with no permanence or weight.
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WEDNESDAY STORY TIME: THE GUEST STAR
The year was 2015. Two threesomes in a week is like seeing a pig fly. It just doesn’t happen…..except it can and it does. The girl was so much fun. She was nervous but I thought it was cute. A curvy, native New Yorker – her thick mess of long, brown wavy hair and ivory skin begged to be kissed. In the nerves of a situation, roles will change; the guest star is now the dominant character. I started by simply unzipping my dress. He was sprawled out comfortably on the bed, lazily and dreamily watching. My eyes were locked on her. When someone is nervous in a sexual situation,…
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Fantasy Friday: A Symphony Between the Thighs
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THROWBACK THURSDAY STORY TIME: A PICTURE WITH SO MANY WORDS
As the holidays wind down and life goes back to normal, I found a photo of me from December 2013, covered in Christmas lights. In the corner of the photo were our terms of endearment for each other, “RKPet by JSquare.” I was his pet. We started as client/companion and eventually became lovers. My lover/play partner, and former client, was so good at capturing a moment and all of the emotion that went along with it. A wild weekend in SLC with a 15-year-old Chilean Cabernet from the Winemaker’s private cellar, and some serious playtime. Clairvoyance of the Heart. I still remember our first dinner that weekend. He was in…
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AN ESCORT’S MEMOIR: ANTICIPATING YOU
It starts with a phone call. This distinctive nervous energy burns through this invisible line between us. The anticipation of our meeting. Cinema noir. The voice leaves an air of mystery… I imagine you. What are you doing at that very moment? What are you like when you are doing something you love? How are your mannerisms different in public versus private? It is a waiting game for us both, full of assumptions. Our gut and brain are intimately connected. Let us focus on that primal feeling that begins in your belly and travels through your limbic system wreaking havoc until the hour strikes. It’s time. In the seconds before,…
