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PETITE FRIDAY THOUGHTS: BREASTS, BREASTS, BREASTS
Let us focus and homage to the breasts. We need to slow down and appreciate one delicious body part at a time. Desire illustrated with precision.
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TUESDAY LOVE: FEEL MY BREASTS
The human touch is highly underrated. Our level of sensitization can sometimes feel squeezed. In a life submerged in decisions, where responsibilities and dare I say, distraction, take priority. There are breasts. The most beautiful body part on a woman. – lush and soft, demanding attention. Can you handle them?
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SILVER POLISH
There is a moment in time where it all bubbles up. The desire and the need you considered insignificant suddenly becomes a blinding light. Now, it is too harsh and bright to ignore.
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SUNDAY NIGHT CONFESSION: BIRTHDAY NOTE
I know it’s not sexy but as I just celebrated a pretty big birthday, I wanted to share some of my thoughts with you. Thank you for being in my life. When people ask me if I enjoy my clients, I am often confounded by that question. There is nothing better. In any relationship, you can hope that the person you are with makes you strive to be better. I am lucky to find that my clients push me in that way.
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MONDAY LOVE: WHAT IS SPECIAL
First, thank you for being patient with the frequency of my posting in the last couple of weeks. I like to do things in the moment, which isn’t always easy. I know that fresh content is what matters. Thank you for your patience and grace. This is my birthday week. A special shout out to my fellow Cancers who are enjoying a birthday celebration this week! More importantly, I am so excited to feel your body against mine. You bring unadulterated warmth and desire. Let’s create gorgeous works of art with our time together, as we so famously do.
- AUDIO NOTES, CLIENT THEOREM, escort thoughts, intimacy, morning love, motivation, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, relationships, words of wisdom
TUESDAY LOVE: WHAT IS IT ABOUT YOU?
I can’t help myself. I was absent for almost a week and it’s July 1st. I need to show you more love because you need to know that you are awesome. You need to know that the excitement to spend time with you is authentic. Nick Saban was a source of inspiration too. Thank you for being a blessing in my life. I can only hope the feeling is mutual.
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MONDAY LOVE: GREAT PASSION
” There is no passion to be found playing small – in settling for a life that is less than the one you are capable of living.”Nelson Mandela I am not being cliche. Passion is something we take for granted. It is the catalyst for greatest should we choose to use it. It is something we all have but we don’t all employ. It’s there, nudging, even imploring to use it. Of course it helps when you are well-matched.
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MONDAY LOVE: YOUR SECRET PLACE
““The world is little, people are little, human life is little. There is only one big thing — desire.”Willa Cather
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FOREPLAY SATURDAY
You know you want to listen…
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PETITE FRIDAY CONFESSIONS
Yes. This is one of my confessional posts. I won’t spoil the surprise…
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TITTY TUESDAY THOUGHTS
Glorious breasts so round and firm. They overwhelm you and press against your cheeks; desperation for your mouth to fin the pink, hard nipple. All of the blood rushes to them out of my desire for you. Kneel at the alter of this gorgeous round flesh and show me just how you would worship them properly. There are so many dirty things you can do with them. Show me.
- AUDIO NOTES, human behavior, inner thoughts, intimacy, motivation, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, relationships
WHAT YEARNING IS
This is how I have been feeling lately. I describe it as the mind’s ability to add sexual and sensual dimension to our physical movements towards one another. We know what foreplay is. We understand intimacy. However, without that “yearn” or dimension it loses its significance. The idea that doing something, anything, without the meaning or purpose behind it does lose its momentum and power. This can apply to even the most mundane activities. Sex and the physical touch behind it, is special.
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PETITE FRIDAY THOUGHTS: ALCHEMICAL INTIMACY
Intimacy happens in all forms and manners, I believe. It can happen when we least expect it or even need it. Yet, the feeling of that transition, the anticipation is an alchemical process. Our brains and bodies start to behave differently.
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WHO NEEDS COFFEE?
I woke up this morning and thoughts of you got me all stirred up…
- AUDIO NOTES, monday morning love, morning love, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, relationships, self development
MONDAY LOVE: THE POWER OF CHARM
” You know what charm is: a way of getting the answer yes without having having asked any clear question.”Camus Let’s not be afraid of ourselves and the gifts that lie within us. Charm is a skill that I believe is innate in all of us. It is confidence that is the catalyst. A skill of seduction.
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PETITE FRIDAY THOUGHTS: BLESSINGS OF OUR BODIES
Sexual intimacy and connection can be a languorous lover letter with sweet nothings or a sultry but pithy message. We need to recognize how blessed we are to create this moments with one another. What it creates for us in those intense moments and invigorating us as individuals. We shake out the cobwebs in our creativity and let ourselves flow into one another…
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GIVE ME PLEASURE
It takes a confident person to accept the pleasure that another has to give. I want you to feel that pleasure. Let it radiate through your body. It should happen no matter what you are doing in your daily life.
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WEDNESDAY CONFESSION: SHAKING IT LOOSE
Secrets that is. Well, to be clear, that secret part within us. I have it. I lived it. I still yearn for it. We all have something deep within us that we hold sacred – which often times, we don’t recognize consciously. It’s time to shake it loose.
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MEMORIAL DAY MORNING LOVE
You have to listen…
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THURSDAY THOUGHTS: OUR IMAGINATION
“There are painters who transform the sun to a yellow spot, but there are others who with the help of their art and their intelligence, transform a yellow spot into sun”Pablo Picasso Our time together, this delicious and private time we have, is precious. Let our imagination stretch beyond our bodies through to our souls. An opportunity to transcend those feelings and lift up other parts of our lives.
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YOU & ME
Drink MeImbibe in my desire for you.First, with your eyes—surveying me with that teasing smile.A deep and nervous laughter lingers between us. Eat MeA curious hunger, too tempting to ignore.Your words…Charmed by your cauldron of intellect, I devour them,watching your lips shape every syllable. Now, Touch MeFeel my fingers as they pray at your mouth.Bow your head close to mine—passion quenchedeven before we undress.
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WHAT’S BEHIND THE DOOR?
On my knees. Waiting for you. Anticipating you. My eyes avert yours as I hear the thud of your beautiful shoes stride purposefully over to me. Then you stop, the zipper of your pants a mere inch away from my red lips. My hands aren’t tied so my hands can free that beauty of a bulge hiding underneath your slacks. Before you can let that happen, you kneel down and push your fingers inside me. The answer if I am ready? A slight whimper escapes my throat. What are we waiting for? Like a puppy, the top of my head brushes up into your crotch. I’m so happy to feel…
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FRIDAY FANTASY & REALITY: KISS ME
Kissing matters. It is a skill that we don’t think about perfecting until we experience a “bad” kiss. The difference between a good one and a bad one are not only worlds apart but can make or break intimacy and connection. There is no room for average where intimacy is concerned.
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A TUESDAY THOUGHT
You inspire me and today is one of those days. Aren’t we lucky?
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BE CAREFUL OF ROOM TEMPERATURE
” I began to realize how important it was to be an enthusiast in life. If you interested in something, no matter what it is, go at it full speed ahead. Embrace it with both arms, hug it, love it and above all become passionate about it. Lukewarm is no good.”Roald Dahl “Come in the water is fine.” There was a time when I heard this phrase, it was music to my ears. Then at one point in life, I deviantly fought against the notion – I’ll take freezing or scalding, please. There is a notion that as we age, our aversion to risk lessens. Comfort matters. The Why Matters.…
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OUR SECRET
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A HUMP DAY “HACK”
Ok. The hack is really to bypass it. Smell the roses. Take the longer roads.
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MONDAY MORNING LOVE: THE PRODUCTIVITY ORGAN
Am I the only one who appreciates the brain between a man’s legs? Sending it my Monday morning love.
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THE SPEED OF LIFE
“Sensuality is the total mobilization of the senses: an individual observes his partner intently, straining to catch every sound.”Milan Kundera Life happens at different speeds that we control, or at least do our best to control. Have we lost our sensitivity to the richness and presence of life around us? Efficiency matters, even in some cases, when we masturbate. It’s time to slow things down…
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FLASHBACKS OF THE GOOD GIRL
A scent. A song. A line from a book. A scene from a movie. Then the flashback to a memory buried so deep that it surprises you when it rises vibrantly to the surface of your conscious mind.
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MONDAY LOVE & CONFESSION
You have to listen to find out.
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SATURDAY SENTIMENT: SLICES OF US
Finding ourselves in slices. What we give and what we take. There is a eroticism to the mystery of us. The gospel of “finding yourself” perhaps is too large. An expectation too great. I’m not afraid to admit that my soul slumbers and awakens.
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GIVERS & RECEIVERS
You need both to play the game of intimacy. The trouble is deciding which is more fun!
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HUMP DAY LOVE: WORDS TO PONDER
Last weekend we celebrated Easter and for Jewish people the end of celebrating Passover. The symbolism is not lost for those that practice faith. Sacrifice and renewal. In a world that is trying to shorten our attention spans, it is the holidays of Passover and Easter that can make us purposefully pause. Faith. Gratitude. Forgiveness. Love. We all love platitudes. How often do we “like” them on social media? It makes us feel good for the nanosecond that we engage. How many times in an average day do we try to disrupt our own habits and schedules for the good of another? It is the small not necessarily large gestures…
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Sore Nipples
I want you to close your eyes and listen. Here my voice and imagine the flesh of my breasts, warm and soft against your body…
- AUDIO NOTES, confessions, monday love, morning love, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, relationships, words of wisdom
TUESDAY MORNING LOVE: BLESS THE UNEXPECTED
A note that was done technically a few minutes before midnight as we begin a Holy Week. Religious or not, the signs of renewal are around us – with Spring poking its head out and the cherry blossoms in full bloom. Its a good time to put yourself out there…
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LATE AT NIGHT…
When my mind is tired and relaxed it wanders…I close my eyes and I think of you and what you do to me. How you make me feel, not just sexually.
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MONDAY NIGHT CONFESSIONAL: IN MOURNING
In truth, I needed to share this. I think the audio notes have helped me articulate my feelings in way that writing sometimes prohibits. Thank you for listening with patience and understanding, I hope. Check out the show “Obsession” on Netflix.
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WEDNESDAY MORNING LOVE: PURE PLEASURE
Pleasure exacts itself in all forms. It also paces itself.
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PETITE FRIDAY: THIGH THOUGHTS
It’s so yummy with you. I can’t wait until we meet again.
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DEAR YOU,
Just you. All of you. The beautiful and ugly parts – because we all have them but in this delicious light of intimacy there is no difference. We move with each other in synchronicity on every level. In the light of intimacy we treasure the openness being shared and the privacy that this sacred moment affords us. It is easy to think that in a world where there is little privacy that we can still enjoy some. The fact that this privacy is so decadent make it all the more memorable.
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MONDAY LOVE: THOUGHTS & CONFESSIONS
- AUDIO NOTES, CLIENT THEOREM, ESCORT THEOREM, escort thoughts, inner thoughts, intimacy, morning love, seduction
MORNING LOVE: WHEN IT HITS YOU
“Intimacy requires courage because risk is inescapable. We cannot know at the outset how the relationship will affect us.”Rollo May The best thing about the building of connection and intimacy is that you never know where it’s going to go. In one sense, we already know because of the beautiful boundaries in which it can thrive but…
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WHERE DID MEETOLIVIATWIST GO?
Never fear, I am still here. Listen in to learn what happened. Unless you follow me on X.
- AUDIO NOTES, foreplay, Petite Friday Thoughts, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, seduction, self development
PETITE FRIDAY THOUGHTS: RICH AND RAW
“Rawness is so attractive, because so much is being filtered nowadays.”@classybadassery ( the only IG account I pay attention to) Being ourselves, the full richness and rawness that it brings, can catalyze life or breed stagnation and comfort. We can never let our curiosity wane. Let us not run from candor. It is in these unexpected spots in a conversation that we uncover true foreplay. We are now ready to be explorers on this most intimate journey…
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TUESDAY LOVE: DEEP THOUGHTS
“Rawness is so attractive, because so much is filtered nowadays.”–-@classybadassery
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IN THE STILLNESS
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HUMP DAY: MORE COCK TALK
Well kind of… It is morning love all day!
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MONDAY LOVE: COCK BUILDING
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COME MONDAY – A REMINISCE
We had each other for the length of a song. Maybe it was two or three? I don’t know. There are some memories branded into your brain. When, you turned around and with that gorgeous smile and a strong tanned arm, you grabbed me, twirled me around. I felt so secure and safe never wanting to leave your grasp. True romantic moments like that are rare. The spontaneity. The Simplicity. Two people who know each other by their first names only. Your palm clasped mine. It was secure, warm and dry. You leaned into me and inhaled into my neck, slow and deep, as if you were trying to…
- AUDIO NOTES, confessions, ESCORT THEOREM, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, relationships, self-discovery
CONFESSIONS: LOVE & A CHEESE SANDWICH
Dedicated to every man who has allowed me to see the depth of love, and to the one I shared a grilled cheese with.
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ANIMAL PROWESS
Fuck me as if David Attenborough is narrating the movement of our naked bodies. It is less about who is the “prey” and “predator” rather the sensual tussle we find ourselves in. We circle one another with our eyes, neither of us giving in to reveal what the other may be thinking. Limb on limb, our fingers finding the sensual patterns. The level of intensity slowly creeps into the heat between us. It isn’t long before its frenetic and you are doing what you can to assert gentle dominance. You are my precious predator, slowly devouring me.
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PETITE FRIDAY THOUGHTS: SWEET WET MOUTH
The title explains it all, until you take a listen.
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MONDAY LOVE: GO AHEAD MAKE MY DAY
You can be the light, if you want to. Don’t fear the words. Embrace them.
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FANTASY FRIDAY: SEXUAL “CALLS”
Let’s talk about the foreplay before the foreplay. I like to think of them as “sexual calls” or gestures. These “calls” are not inherently sexy but if done in the right moment can awaken the most potent desire. I woke up this morning feeling a bit sore and tired after my visit with the dentist. All I could think of was what it would be like to have you right by my side in that very moment. My sensuality was the adrenaline that got my day going. Time to do my best. What about you?
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PETITE FRIDAY THOUGHTS: KNOW THYSELF
Some of you may skip this because I don’t get sexy in this note. However, I do get personal. I love nothing more than sharing myself, my genuine vulnerabilities, with you. Thanks for being there. Here is a link to the book.
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CONFESSIONAL: JUST FRIENDS
You may find this a a bit boring. I would like to think these situations are something in which we can all relate.
- AUDIO NOTES, confessions, ESCORT THEOREM, inner thoughts, Petite Friday Thoughts, seduction, self-discovery
PETITE FRIDAY THOUGHTS: IT’S ALL YOU
“…There is no discovery without risk and what you risk reveals what you value.”Jeannette Winterson If you aren’t aware or haven’t figured it out, you are a distinct motivation. I’m lucky to be able feel with such intensity in small doses. I am privileged in that I get to explore not only physically but mentally and soulfully, what’s beyond possible. You get the credit. I hope you feel that in our shared moments, naked or clothed, we are our ultimate selves. This is the act of getting lost in one another but finding a part of ourselves. It’s you.
- AUDIO NOTES, CLIENT THEOREM, ESCORT THEOREM, intimacy, intimacy, morning love, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, seduction, seduction
MORNING LOVE: STRINGS OF INTIMACY
“They Slipped Briskly Into an Intimacy from Which They Never Recovered.”F. Scott Fitzgerald I believe that true intimacy can sometimes happen by accident. It doesn’t have a formula, cadence or relationship status. Its wonderful with yo. Then, when we are in that spot, and the string of intimacy are harmonious, there is nothing like the pleasure that emanates from between our bodies.
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PETITE FRIDAY THOUGHTS: FEELING INSPIRED
I have missed you!
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CFB & LIFE – THE VALUE IN WHAT WE CAN’T SEE
If you spent any time watching the CFB Playoffs, you would agree they were hard-fought victories. I had no skin in the game but I thought the teams going to to National Championship were the right teams. I was extra lucky because during the Cotton Bowl, my texting with an old client turned a little sexy. Bonus! Take 5 minutes to listen my audio note on football and life, if you dare.
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FANTASY FRIDAY: LUST
Lust with the utmost patience. Believe that chemistry and connection is so bespoke that what you feel in this moment can’t and won’t be replicated because its us. Let those urges fill you and make you more productive, creative and ready for anything. However, waiting for the right moment is so much sexier. And with that…
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AND THEN SOMETHING MAGICAL HAPPENS
It is safe to say that at some point in our lives we will experience true heartbreak. A loss in one form or another. The kind of heartbreak that physically fatigues you, despair is the word that comes to mind. You may experienced this… When people are talking, you hear their voices but you aren’t listening, not because you don’t care what they have to say, but because you can’t quite concentrate on the words. It just sounds like Charlie Brown’s mother. The other day, I was looking through photos from a random online folder and there it was. A memory of my experience with despair. A photo from New…
- AUDIO NOTES, ESCORT THEOREM, monday morning love, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, relationships, seduction, seduction
MONDAY MORNING LOVE: TRACING YOU
Intimacy marks the spot. Its not crazy sex. The art of being still and open. Being adept at taking in your partner’s energy and sitting with it. How often do we get the pleasure of doing that?
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FANTASY FRIDAY – WHAT I MISS
It’s not even 6am yet and I am yearning for you.
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MORNING LOVE: MY LAST NOTE…OF 2024
See you next year!
- AUDIO NOTES, human behavior, morning love, philosophy, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, relationships, seduction, self development, self development
MORNING LOVE: CLOSER TO 2025
A few days closer to a new year, what are you thinking will be different? Change is hard but a transformative thing and not the cheesy way that gym commercials talk about it.
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A CHRISTMAS NOTE
Wishing you a Merry Christmas and Happy Hanukkah!
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LOVE ME IF YOU DARE
Yes. You are simply the best because you bring out the best in me. I hear your voice, your touch and every organ in my body smiles. A big grin. Did you know that the largest organ in the human body is the skin? This underscores my point, as I feel my skin on fire and tickling…at just the thought of you. Love Without Occupation. Love can exist without the occupation of my heart and soul. Traditional relationships are not the only way to demonstrate feelings and intent. While boundaries exist, intimacy blooms and matures in a metaphysical realm. Chemistry is not predictable. My capacity for love is present in…
- CLIENT THEOREM, ESCORT THEOREM, intimacy, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, relationships, seduction, self-discovery
CONFESSIONS: THIS IS US
He knows how to respond to me. A confidence that comes so naturally its magnetic. I’m drawn to him and can feel my own deep longings, some which have been dormant for far too long. The plane we exist on, find enjoyment in, is never purely sexual. That is much too derivative. He is much too sophisticated to be one-dimensional in his desires. This is what intrigues me. The moistness in between my legs grows because of it. We both know it. You Are Never Too Old To Learn. What keeps things interesting is not the toys, not the physical moves, but the mental volley. Of course it is all…
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MONDAY LOVE: THE WORDS
Words can make us feel insecure. Situations arise and we don’t know what to say. We say too little or too much. I don’t feel this with you. Our openness guides us. Welcome to another Monday.
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MONDAY NIGHT LOVIN’ – YOU HAVE ME
Never in past tense. Ever.
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INSIDE THE HEAD OF MR. COCK-Y
You have intimately recognized me most of your adult life. For arguments sake, lets just say, we made our first acquaintance, conversing by hand. A little lube, something motivational, and I am helping your release for the day. It’s great to be so supportive, always there when you need me. Over time and with maturity, you meet and connect with others who provide you with other benefits. How exciting that is! Lately, I’ve been woken up by a manicured hand that is softer and gentler than yours. I hear whispering and I begin to perk up because there are plump lips smiling down on you me. She may not have…
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THE SLOW GRIND
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HE’S NOT JUST ANYONE
Connection is made when we allow ourselves to be vulnerable enough to nurture it. It allows for a natural development over time. There is excitement in building the anticipation of direction. I would never assume he is so one-dimensional. Imagine That Moment When Anticipation Becomes Realization. Think of my voice. The deep-throated whispers in your ear. We are choosing our own adventure. How we connect and play has the depth of a prism, the perspective is susceptible to change. Your body and mind show me the effort. A yearning for me to acknowledge your openness and to dig deeper or to expand the breadth of intimacy. What He Is and…
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WEDNESDAY CONFESSIONAL
Sharing a bit of my soul…
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MONDAY MORNING LOVE BONUS: SEXUAL STYLE
Make it a great day. I know you will.
- CLIENT THEOREM, ESCORT THEOREM, intimacy, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, seduction, seduction, sexual skills
THE OASIS IN THE DESERT
It’s Friday. I want to send you off to the weekend with something memorable. Yet, I can’t decide if I want your heart to race, your dick to be hard or simply to hear your voice. Better yet, how about all three? You cross my mind almost daily. I think about your searing eyes, that hard cock, wet kiss and then I ask God to keep you safe, well that’s intimacy taken to another level, n’est-ce pas? After all a good prayer only reinforces what we desire. The mind is the best navigation tool we have. Life challenges us in the most mysterious ways and its our job to distort…
- AUDIO NOTES, inner thoughts, philosophy, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, relationships, self development
WEDNESDAY THOUGHTS: THE BIGGER POINT
You know I am deep thinker. Its early in Phoenix but I wanted to share some of my thoughts with you. As we halfway through the week, I hope you are living in the sensation of life, wherever it takes you.
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SUNDAY & YOU: THAT TIME TOGETHER
I’m laying here with my hand between my legs just thinking of you and wishing…
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PETITE FRIDAY THOUGHTS: A MAN WITH MOVES
You aren’t Ricky Suave at first glance. Perhaps that is on purpose. There are men who peacock and there are men who choose to let their charisma out in private or where it really matters. After all, it is said that the best leaders spend most of their time sitting back and listening, not being the center of attention. You are confident in who and what you are. That is fucking sexy. Out of the Bedroom You Are One Way But In the Bedroom… Now we are there. Well maybe not right there...but sooo close. In fact, everything feels like its on pause as we move slowly onto each other.…
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DEEP THOUGHTS: WHAT’S MUTUAL
Even in the most casual relationships, what’s mutually beneficial can become staid. As a companion, my client relationships have been more exciting than some of the guys I have casually dated. One man recently reached out to me, just yesterday in fact. In the context of those Whatsapp messages was a great deal of ambivalence. In its bests form, ambivalence can be a catalyst for passion, in its worst, apathy. Comme ci. Comme ca. It’s always better to be more. What do you think? Listen in.
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THE MASTURBATOR
It’s Monday morning love on a Sunday night. Listen and you will know why…
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CONFESSIONS: SECRET LAYERS
We are all onions. There are secret layers to us waiting to be peeled, and in some cases may never be. In my latest audio note, I share some thoughts on my secret layers and the alchemical effect sharing them in the right environment and with the right partner can have.
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HALLOWEEN TRICK OR TREAT: SCARY ORAL SEX
In the spirit of fall and Halloween being right around the corner, I wanted to share my thoughts on why I love oral sex and why there seems to be breakdown between men and women on the subject. Happy Licking!
- AUDIO NOTES, human behavior, intimacy, monday morning love, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, relationships
THE GRACE OF OUR SOULS
We take care of our bodies and minds keeping them strong and focused. Yet, there is an undercurrent of misery that if we aren’t careful, can become a habit. I think it is why when we experience joy and enrichment in our lives it means so much, and can be unexpected. Let’s try to making giving grace to our souls a more regular thing.
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THE INTERSECTION OF INTIMACY & SEX
In its purest form, intimacy is what truly satisfies. Its what makes us breathe deeply. Whether we are aware of it or not, its what we crave. The warmth of skin. Hands. Aural stimuli – those conversations, even if they make you feel uncomfortable because they can create the depth that leads to special moments. The non-sexual touches, the words bring a sensual, unexpected power. How brave are we to do something with it? The Power of Intimacy Writes Its Own Narrative. Now, sexual touch can mean something or not. A one night stand can be intense and forgettable. It can also be a memory you hold for life. On…
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IT’S ALL ABOUT YOU
I know I’ve said it before but I want to say it again and again and again. It’s how you make me feel.
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MONDAY MORNING LOVE: SLOW TUSSLE
Let’s start the week out right, baby. Let’s tussle nice and slow.
- CLIENT THEOREM, intimacy, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, seduction, self development, sexual connection
A HUMP DAY TO YOU, US.
You are a mere mortal. Every morning you get up and engage in a routine. You work hard. Your body is a temple…most of the time. However, you know when it’s time to relax and venture into that tiny hedonistic part in you. When there is an opportunity to just enjoy life, you seize that moment, although secretly you wish there were many more of those. Yet, you are a man of control and regimen, so sacrifices are made. Oh, do you have such a vivid imagination! This is the pleasure of sacrifice. Please take me on more of those journeys. The Wanton Us. I’m not sure if you realize…
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DISCOVERING COMMUNICATION UTOPIA
I know you love my sexy notes, but on a Tuesday I wanted to share some of my thoughts on bettering communication. As a companion, I strive for the utopia of intimacy. I understand that it not only takes time but the willingness to truly be open, not just to yourself but to other person’s communication cues, which are often more subtle than we would like. In our effort to create connection, sometimes we get so caught up in the mission we forget about the participants. That delicious physical intimacy and passion we crave can only thrive in the intellectual stimulation of open dialogue. Whether it is our first meeting…
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SUNDAY CONFESSIONS: JUST FRIENDS?
This is a personal audio note that I am dedicating to anyone who is single, divorced, a widower and dealing with the nuance of male/female friendship. I understand that as we get older, we have less tolerance for wasting time. In the same vein, our wants and desire do not exist in a vacuum and sometimes taking the longer way around pays off.
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DIVER DOWN
My needs and wants collide with an intense momentum fueled by the look in your eyes and my natural longing for you. You recognize that truth because you can feel it when your fingers find there way between my legs, never taking your gaze off of my face. Yet, I am hungry and can’t wait to unzip your fervor and see it glisten, waiting to be licked. My eyes dance in a mix of passion and glee. In fact, its better than I imagined. Feed me. Its dripping so much that there is that string coming from it that allows my tongue to follow it all the way to your…
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THE SLOW CRAWL OF DESIRE
I think sometimes the need to demonstrate your desire is not to walk, or run but to crawl.
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WAVES OF NOSTALGIA: INNER THOUGHTS
You never know when its going to hit you; the waves of nostalgia. The memories that shape our lives: good, bad, ugly or indifferent. It happened to me recently.
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FANTASY FRIDAY: FEEL THE FOREPLAY
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THE BETTER MAN
It’s what you strive to be. The superlative to good but inferior to best. You have armed yourself with all of the necessary components to be better – a therapist, meditation, tougher gym workouts, being more present. How do you measure your progress? Hold yourself accountable. Fortune Favors the Patient. Even is the enemy of victory. A rationale has infinite uses, much of which lies in licking our wounds and empathizing our egos. A better man sees beyond the zero sum hype. Abundance. Potential. Warrior words. The better man has a steady mind and hand. A perspective of simplicity that breaks through the noise of even the most complex. And…
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LANGUAGE OF LUST
There is a always a moment when words turn into action. Where the eyes lock, the head tilts and body temperature rises. Two mouths draw close, so close and the tongue stands on attention. The Kiss. A Beginning and End. Charm my brain. The anticipation of your head so close to mine that I can see the microscopic pores on your nose. A lyrical conversation between two bodies. Vulnerability on display, an out of body experience, that catalyzes courage, daring you to make the next move. It is the greeting, good-bye; writing the prologue and epilogue of our story. These beautiful moments of intimacy that create the story, transforming strangers…
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DIARY OF AN ESCORT: CLIENT APPRECIATION
How lucky are we?
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MONDAY LOVE: YOUR PRETTY DICK
Never underestimate the power that lies between those gorgeous thighs. Giving you Monday morning love a little early.
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FANTASY FRIDAY: RIDING THE WEEKEND LIKE…
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POWER OF THE TEXTILE
Raw fabric. The energy it engages to create a wearable story. A story that ends with the tender intimacy that only two vulnerable and open people can deliver…
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THE LIBERATED SOUL
His mind is brilliant, devouring information instantaneously but not without careful thought. In business he is not to be underestimated, and in some cases even feared. His charisma is like the wind, pushing you gently, in many forms, sometimes its gale force and other times just a light breeze. It always feels refreshing. I believe that similar to a woman, a man has his secrets but guards them closely, slower to reveal, if he ever does. This is one of the most beautiful things about him. The wonder of him. When Opportunity Knocks. When he gives you an opening, take it and appreciate it. It is rare to have the…
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FANTASY FRIDAY: THRUSTERS
Not all positions are created equally. Demonstrate your power.
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TRUE CONFESSION: THE PHONE CALL
It was one phone call. We have all been there are some point, haven’t we?
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MORNING LOVE: LOVING BETWEEN THE THIGHS
Pleasure is simple. Let’s not take it for granted.
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MORNING LOVE: THE ENTRANCE OF FALL’S LION
Be my lion… Let’s roar.
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A LOVE LETTER WRITTEN, READ & SENT
Close your eyes and imagine… The chilled crispness of champagne.A large, deep-soaking tub. There is something cathartic about a bath. The warm water engulfs as the steam rises, while the champagne chills and warms in the mouth at the same time. A rush of desire to the body, mind and soul. Not Just An Oasis. Mine and Yours. Here we are, away from everything and everyone. This tub is our oasis. I crouch over you and take your face in my soapy hands. The look that passes between us, absent of any words. There is no room for superfluous words, the carnal flow of energy simply overwhelms this moment. Your…
- AUDIO NOTES, CLIENT THEOREM, ESCORT THEOREM, intimacy, morning love, self development, self-discovery
MORNING LOVE – UN COEUR PRIVE
My tiny message to you: To Know Thyself Is the Beginning of Wisdom. Socrates The heart can hold many secrets, some of which are still waiting to be revealed. There are some I want to share. Then there are some that are deeper down, buried so deep in the soul, only meant for me. Energy shifts happen more often than we think or are prepared for. Socrates said it best, “…know thyself.” The deeper we can see into ourselves and work towards stronger self-awareness and understanding, the brighter and more revealing life will be; preparation is the key to the challenging times of life. I am still learning. The…
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ZaZaZa ZIPPER
A simple mechanism that is the gateway to our greatest imagine and realities.
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MONDAY MORNING’S LOVE: PURE ELEGANCE
“Elegance is not catching somebody’s eyes, it’s staying in somebody’s memories.”Giorgio Armani Let me live in your memory.
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C’EST SIMPLE
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PETITE FRIDAY THOUGHTS: FINALLY
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TUESDAY CONFESSIONAL: STATE OF HAPPINESS
Sharing some thoughts as I talk to you late into this early Tuesday morning.
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FEELING THE SMILE
I was thinking of you today. The last memory. I can feel the sizzle. I can feel your smile. When a connection has depth, there is a sense of freedom, in both movement and emotion. It doesn’t leave you, rather it comes and goes in sometimes, the most unexpected of moments. The Warm Spot in the Lake. The Feeling We Crave. There are some people who search all of their lives for this comfort. I have described this before – it is the warm spot in a lake. When you first wade in, it can be chilly and uncertain and then, there it is – and oh, how it radiates…
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THE LONG TORSO HOME
Standing above me, there you are. My patent leather stiletto resting on your chest. Im just staring at you in anticipation. You are staring back with a thickness in your eyes. There we are in what feels like a time and thought bubble – anticipating the next move. The focus only on each other. Intimacy in Inches. There are only so many “moves” or “actions.” The body in all of its kinetic glory recognizes it doesn’t have limitless potential. However, in between the inches of these movements are where the surprises await us. The expression of intimacy and imagination in its pure form. We are moving slower, taking our time…
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MONDAY MORNING LOVE: GRACEFUL MASCULINITY
A man should embrace of all himself, including his cock. His genetic composition brings a unique identity to decision-making and the pursuits of both the fundamental ideals and pleasures in life. Appreciate it for what it is. Make it a day.
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BLOOD, SWEAT AND TEARS
The blood pumping through our bodies has the same level of sodium as the sea; dark and rich in nutrients, keeping us buoyant, yet ready to poison us if we drink it. There is a connection to this nature that is inescapable; the salty ocean air permeating our hair and skin blending with our natural oils; a perfume that can’t be replicated. Mercurial waves; the energy of our emotions similar to the tides, the constant ebb and flow. Do we float with the current or swim against it? Sweat, and tears, misting from our pores, a truly tangible sign that we answer ultimately to the call from nature.
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PETITE FRIDAY THOUGHTS: BODY HEAT
The scene.
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MONDAY LOVE: DREAM SEQUENCE
A dream where its just you and me and our desires.
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SATURDAY SEX: WHEN YOU CAN’T SLEEP
For when you can’t sleep. I’m in your dreams…
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FANTASY FRIDAY: GREAT EXPECTATIONS
Mmmmm….can’t wait to taste and feel you. What a lucky woman.
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AWAKENING OF ONE BODY
I have been single for a long time. I have worked for myself since 2012 My last real vanilla relationship was in 2008. Yes, I’ve had a few affairs, one that actually got quite serious and threw me through a loop. Love and passion can definitely do that. I think I am still learning and growing from that relationship, actually. In fact, 90% of the time. its, me, myself and I. Before you feel sorry for me, know that my life has not been boring or unfulfilling, and I can say with a smile, that I have mastered the art of being alone and loving myself. So…if you find yourself…
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PSA LOVE: THE THOUGHTFUL REVIEW
It doesn’t take much to be a gentleman, gentlemen.
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PETITE FRIDAY LOVE: BUTTERFLY WINGS
He knew she was not the kind of flower that opened up easily. However, this was not a big secret. Foreplay was intellectual volley, she was just so damn curious and eager. He was a man with a razor sharp mind and sense of business. Indeed, people that was so disarmingly charming with the humility and integrity to match. Just Lay Back and Open Up. As a woman who loved sex, to conjure passion was never difficult. Sex, in her mind, like great conversation and intellectual prowess, was an art. It is easy enough to pain with broad, vivid strokes but what makes it unique, are all the smaller details,…
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POST-BIRTHDAY THOUGHTS: LESSONS IN CHEMISTRY
Real intimacy is only possible to the degree that we can be honest about what we are doing and feeling.” Joyce Brothers My morning love note to you.
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FIRE IN THE ORGANS
“The heart is an organ of fire.” Michael Ondaatje, The English Patient Bringing you hump day message, on the day before my birthday!
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MONDAY MORNING LOVE: AWASH IN PLEASURE
Let’s begin a new week desiring desire. Its closer than we think, within our grasp. Do not think too hard. Let your physiology respond to mine. Our bodies will move together in reflex. Can we slowly move towards that? Then, let’s fall into it, let it wash over us. The past and our future are suspended from the delicious reality of the present moment we are creating.
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DEFINING THE EMPHASIS
“To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that’s all.” Oscar Wilde I will be turning another year old in less than a week. Does having expectation keep us from really living? There is so much truth in Oscar Wilde’s words. How many times do we ask ourselves,” where did the time go?” That feels like existence to me. I have said it. I want this next year to be about living. To live doesn’t mean you have to go to extremes. Slow your pace for what’s important. Take in your every day with a difference pair of eyes, ears and mouth. The change in mental…
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THE ZIPPER
Here we lay. We ardently kiss and I feel your skin so warm, I mesh my mind into our connection that is developing and maturing in real time. Two people deliciously playing out our passions, so sensual, we melt. I bury my head in all that is masculine about you. It maybe be covered in fabric with the mechanisms for privacy, but my desire is to open you up, devour you and make it mine. A creation of a memory branded into my brain. There it goes – your warm, strong flesh set free. Then I can’t help myself. My mouth, my tongue and your eyes piercing into mine. The…
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MONDAY MORNING LOVE: SMALL TALK, BIG ANSWERS
““We do not see things as they are, we see things as we are.” David Brooks, How to Know a Person: The Art of Seeing Others Deeply and Being Deeply Seen It is officially the month of July…let’s get it! My birthday is around the corner and life is wonderful. When it comes to building relationships, there is one area that we often disregard, small talk. If it is assumed that you won’t care about the answers to basic questions, how will we ever expect to get those great answers? Side by side we speak converse, even if we are facing each other. I’m with you in every syllable. If…
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MORNING LOVE: UNE PETITE LECON ORALE
It is one of my favorite things. We need to appreciate the art of oral for what it is – a massage between a pair of beautiful thighs.
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KNOCK, KNOCKING ON HEAVEN’S DOOR
A door ready to be opened. Intimacy ready to be created. Welcome to my artist’s studio…
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LUCKY ME
“Life is short. Break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you smile.” Mark Twain Excuse me Mr. Clemens, I think you should never regret anything, full stop. Our behaviors are the tools that guide our lives. The more resilient and understanding we are, the more interesting and powerful life becomes.
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SATURDAY NIGHT LIGHT
Thinking about you and a different kind of intimacy we can experience. Share your thoughts with me.
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WEDNESDAY MORNING LOVE: A LITTLE BIT OF YOU
A hotel room snuggle and back in Boston on Friday. Happy hump day!
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MONDAY LOVE: POLISHING THE BRAIN
“It is good to rub and polish our brains against that of other.“Michel de Montaigne When we look for things that will “next level” our abilities, we can overlook the most simple: interconnectedness. As a companion, I talk about the significance of connection in my ad copy and on my website. It sounds simple but it it takes work and a bit of bravery. The fulfillment of the physical needs the intellectual, to feel that true satisfaction contentment and pleasure. Two Heads Are Better Than One. Two heads, two bodies. An intermingling of the senses to celebrate the nature of being in this with you. Montaigne is for sure speaking…
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PETITE FRIDAY TREAT: POWERS OF MASTURBATION
Listen closely learn and touch… If you like what. you hear, you can support it here…https://buymeacoffee.com/otventures
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TUESDAY MORNING LOVE: A KITCHEN FANTASY
A fantasy I want to share. Happy Tuesday!
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LOVE & LOGIC – THE THEORY OF EVERYTHING
“Remember that wherever your heart is, there you will find your treasure.”Paulo Coehlo It is to be said that the heart, if you listen closely, will always give you the answers to life. The questions that we ponder, that we cant surmise from logic and so let slip from our mental grasp, our heart is the oracle. Love & Logic. The Theory of Everything. Take note, none of what I write is out of naivete. On the contrary, I’ve experienced everything emotion so deeply: great love, great loss, deep pain, intense desire. There is plenty of room in our life for logic,something we revere and celebrate. We often find ourselves…
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PETITE FRIDAY THOUGHTS: A CHILEAN FANTASY
We have all had an experience or two or three, ok, maybe five, that felt surreal. In the moment, you want to pinch yourself. In the aftermath, you recall the moment and it still can excite as if you were there again. Last night, I went to a wine masterclass featuring a Chilean winemaker. They happened to be in close distance with a winery that created a vibrant memory in 2007 with a winemaker. It is the subtle notes in those events, those memories that drive us. Listen on…
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MORNING LOVE & A TUESDAY TREAT: DESIRE
“Desire is the pulse of the soul.” Unknown
- CLIENT THEOREM, ESCORT THEOREM, escort thoughts, intimacy, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, relationships, seduction
THE MOMENTUM OF STILLNESS & THE POWER OF THE PAUSE
Every day we seek out inspiration whether we realize it or not. While most of any given day is predictable, we still seek out inspiration. Our brief satisfaction may reveal itself in the perfect cup of coffee, not having any red lights, a particularly great workout, or that first sip on a cocktail when the day ends. Our mission in life is not to wait for things to happen but to create the momentum to set that energy free. I believe we are all artists of a kind – building and creating, no matter how mundane or special, they are all unique. There is a belief that those experiences have…
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A PETITE CRAVING ON PETITE THURSDAY
The ultimate in relaxation.
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MORNING LOVE: THE OMNIPOTENCE OF LANGUAGE
“Language is courage: the ability to conceive a thought, to speak it, and by doing so to make it true.” Salman Rushdie Think before you speak. We have heard this at some point in our lives. Yet, it can be easy to forget. Language can be a cheap whore. As we begin a new week, let’s show a little more recognition to the words we say and how we say them. We give words their power. Its time to listen to Mr. Rushdie and give them more courage.
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THE SEVENTH SENSE
There is muscle behind the magic. Twists and turns navigated flawlessly, your ease and confidence as you explore and navigate the familiar and the new. You push and thrust when you need to. Timed perfectly because you are hyper-aware the significance of timing and success in life. A resilience unmatched. I admire how you take care of knowing the importance of the little details. Your elegance and intensity can drive me wild. Your body may not be consistent with modernity but you appreciate tradition in a way that most people have forgotten. In that way, you blow your competition out of the water. The world whizzes by when its just us.…
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FANTASY FRIDAY: RIDERS ON THE STORM
Another Fantasy Friday. Sit back and listen, mon cher.
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Wednesday Morning Love: The D Word
It’s time to breathe, touch and listen.
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THE FEELING YOU STAY FOR
You aren’t living in a world of make believe. Perhaps you have just lived in a harsh reality for far too long. It’s time to be kinder to yourself. It is easy to fall into patterns. We all do it. After all, consistency in our lives is a crave that we never realize or vocalize. It is just there. Now, here you are…with me. A diversion but a positive one. A window opened. Together we are creating a path, discovering a new part of you, an adventure with no real destination, or maybe it’s just that the destination doesn’t matter. Just Between Us. A mutual bond of integrity, respect…
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FANTASY FRIDAY: ABOVE THE RIM
It doesn’t need an introduction, does it?
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BLAMING NEWTON
We soldier into the unknown familiarity of this chemical connection. It is the beauty of carnal physics You do not mentally process what it is that happens, but certainly feel it. A brave heart, courage, accelerated by the anticipation of a new journey into intimacy. The brain bubbles with the excitement and confidence soars. You are in the zone. This is the moment where nothing else matters. Everything is just a part in this play called, Life. Fade to black, except for you and me, we are vividly together. The Consequence of Lust… Like a gambler, are known but just don’t fucking matter. We are freefalling into the physiolgoical response.…
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TUESDAY MORNING LOVE: COCK MEDITATIONS
When you are feeling stressed, close your eyes…
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THE QUESTION OF PARADISE
“This morning, with her, having coffee.” Johnny Cash When we think of paradise it is often a place. Perhaps a white sand beach that doesn’t burn your feet, with crystal clear water that feels like a refreshing bath. The conjuring of blissful place, that is as calming and invigorating to our insides as it is to our physical being. The cliche, ” we want what we don’t have” creates a longing in us to chase that unknown. This is beyond ambition. Is it greed? Gluttony? Once achieved, what is next? Bigger? Better? Riskier? How to find extraordinary in our ordinary. The rare moments in our lives we chase to stay…
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HONEY LOVE
Some tales are just too sweet for too many words.
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MONDAY MORNING LOVE: MY BALLS, MYSELF
No inspirational quotes today. An opportunity to feel the love, literally.
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FRIDAY FANTASY: WAITING FOR YOUR NOD
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YEARNING FOR THE SIMPLICITY OF TOUCH
A desire burns within all of us to be touched in that way. There is no label for it. It isn’t always easy to articulate. However, you know when it happens. When your hand touches mine. When my cheek rests on your shoulder, chest, inner thighs…and then comes the exhale of everything. This energy stops just short of carnal, for a moment. Its tender and deep. A story being written in motion of two people giving each other what they have. All of it. Nothing left behind. That is intimacy. It is something that can’t be manufactured because it comes from deep within. A mystery in chemistry. The magic of…
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MONDAY MORNING LOVE NOTE
From me to you, over and over…
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FRIDAY’S FANTASY: WHAT THE EYES REVEAL
“…He asked with his eyes more than his lips…” A line from a Robert Frost poem that leapt out at me.
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A HUMP DAY RECOLLECTION
I wonder if you think about it as much as I do…
- AUDIO NOTES, human behavior, monday morning love, motivation, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, self development, Uncategorized
A NEW WEEK, A NEW LOVE NOTE
“To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.” Ralph Waldo Emerson At the end of the day, it is should be our characters and the foundation we build within ourselves that we look at and share as our greatest success in life. The success of knowing who you are. This is also a lifelong achievement with only upside potential.
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A FRIDAY FANTASY IN WORDS
Sometimes things happen when our husbands pass out in front of the TV. My son showed up unexpectedly to wish me a happy birthday and caught me in undress – my bra, garter, stockings and heels. I’m blushing as I recount this story. My birthday dinner with my husband was nice and heavy on the promises to cum. On the drive home, I took my seatbelt off so my hand could enjoy the birthday present he had growing for me between his Italian-clothed legs. Only a few more minutes, and I would be receiving the birthday fuck I’d been fantasizing about. Unfortunately, Elijah Craig and ESPN needed him more.…
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THE POWER OF THE FLIRT
Don’t think of flirting as having intended sexual consequences. Instead, let’s see flirting as a simple but powerful form of communication. An opportunity to harness kinetic energy between individuals, unleashing creativity and confidence with powerful reverberation. Get out of your own head, off of your phone and flirt more!
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MONDAY MORNING LOVE: ITS TIME…
“Everyone should smile. Life really isn’t that serious. We make it hard. The sun rises. The sun sets. We just tend to complicate the process.”Everyone should smile. Life really isn’t that serious. We make it hard. The sun rises. The sun sets. We just tend to complicate the process.” Arian Foster What is obvious we tend to overlook. Perhaps it is because we need a puzzle to solve. The approach to life can’t be super simple. Creating our own success has to be a bit more complex, doesn’t it? A basic behavior like smiling, we forget to do it. And let me tell you, serious looks aren’t your friend as…
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SUNDAY NIGHT LOVE: IN THE ELEVATOR
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FRIDAY CONFESSIONS: ITS NOT WHAT YOU THINK
It just turned to Friday. It’s late and I’m ready to whisper in your ear. I want to share something with you. Will you listen?
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MONDAY NIGHT WHISPERS: STANDING ERECT
Just listen.
- AUDIO NOTES, CLIENT THEOREM, dos and donts, intimacy, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, relationships, words of wisdom
CLIENT BAD BEHAVIORS: MR. BUGS BUNNY
Bugs Bunny LOVED his carrots. He enjoy flaunting them too. I was compelled to write about a common client behavior because of a tweet. A fellow companion mentioned how some clients love to over promise and then under deliver. This isn’t a good business practice as anyone who is in business will tell you. Listen in to hear more about this phenomenon in the client/companion relationship. While I don’t think it is ever done with malicious intent, I also think that the client/provider relationship can create a lot of Bugs Bunnies. Personally, I love a client who with his actions and never his words, completely surprises and delights. Listen in…
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MORNING LOVE: THE PRACTICE OF INTIMACY
The true practice of intimacy can happen in what might seem to be the most awkward of moments. Yet, it is the openness and presence in which intimacy is felt that allows for this bond we create to thrive and not stall out. Intimacy is not a fairy tale. It is not perfection. The tenderness of leaning into a moment that could feel or be distracting, doesn’t have to be. It’s down to your willingness to explore the discomfort and simultaneously decide what you want to make of it. The beauty of companionship is in the shapeshifting of intimacy, the fun of that learning, growth.
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FRIDAY FANTASY: A RUSH OF BLOOD
Because I miss you.
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HUMP DAY LOVE: NYC HERE I COME
We all need a little love.
- CLIENT THEOREM, escort thoughts, intimacy, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, seduction, sexual connection
MONDAY MORNING LOVE
Get lost in that touch for a moment, two or three. How good it feels to have that warm hand caress you gently. Never obvious, always discreet and yet still, your mind finds its way to the dirtiest corner. You feel a lift. That’s always reassuring. A whisper, a laugh, a look. We aren’t playing games rather its just the slow path to something good. Yet, we aren’t getting ahead of ourselves. We know the significance of the present. The feelings evoked. We way not get enough but when do those mental pictures are poignantly vivid. Blink once twice as if your lashes are sweeping down on the shutter of…
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THE IRISH CHEER
A little Irish note…don’t kill me for the accent!
- CLIENT THEOREM, dating, escort thoughts, intimacy, love, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, relationships
ARE WE IN A SEXUAL RECESSION?
Recently I listened to the Impact Theory podcast. The guest was Sex Therapist Emily Morse. What was immediately apparent, is the significance of non-sexual points, like balancing your identity that seem to be the catalyst for why sex, or intimacy for that matter, has found its way to the bottom of the proverbial “to do” list. Basically, the more confident and centered you are within yourself, the better you can relate in connection with others. That’s obvious though, right? And yet, perhaps in a social-media, stuck-to-our-phones world, it’s not. Sure we smart enough to recognize this but maybe just too lazy to change. We should let the power of touch…
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HUMP DAY LOVE: A LITTLE JUICE
We are feeling signs of spring in the air. A note from me to you, while you sit down to start your day, or maybe just to keep your day going…
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MONDAY MORNING LOVE: BE THOUGHTFUL
The start of a new week, and I want to show you some love to get it started.
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BREAKING BREAD – A NEW CHAPTER
Four days into my moving to a new city, I reconnected with an awesome, talented gentleman over dinner in Cambridge. It was my first date since my move to the Boston area on March 1. Intimacy takes time and yes, practice. In my case, I’ve been practicing for the last 12 years. I think sometimes you are Now I am living in a new city and getting to know it – the good, bad and ugly. What is Interesting About a Man. It’s no secret that I love men. I appreciate them and enjoy learning their secrets, vulnerabilities and what makes them special. Some are in my life for many,…
- AUDIO NOTES, friendship, intimacy, love, monday morning love, motivation, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, relationships
MONDAY MORNING LOVE: WHAT JOHANN MISSED
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INTIMACY IN FLUX
In my latest audio note, I discuss the idea of disconnection. We don’t talk about the reality of the client/companion relationship or the opportunity for its potential. It really is one of the most unique relationships you will ever foster in your life. The depth and breadth of which are up to you with no permanence or weight.
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FANTASY FRIDAY: THE SNAKE CHARMER
It’s been too long…
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The Letter
I was going through my desk drawer the other day and found a letter from my ex-husband. It was a letter he wrote me when he made me my Hope Chest. His engagement gift to me. I love a man who can work with his hands. Our divorce was two decades ago but his words aged beautifully. Imagine an electrical engineer who can write like Shakespeare. There in my tiny Upper East Side bedroom, I was transported to that day. The exquisite hope chest he had hand carved that would hold our precious memories, as we embarked on a new life together filled with hope and promise. Twenty years late…
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MONDAY MORNING LOVE: SPEECHLESS
Cherish the experiences that render you speechless. It can happen when we least expect it. Comfort in an “awkward pause.” A grunt. A slow, slightly humming exhale. “There are some experiences in life they haven’t invented the right words for.” Lisa Kleypas Happy new week!
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STORY TIME: STRANGER ON A TRAIN
The NJ Transit and Metro North trains have a special place in my heart. NJ Transit especially, in my early years of commuting…and that handsome stranger…
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BECAUSE SOMEONE TOLD ME ITS TITTY TUESDAY
And mine are big.
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THE LONELY SLAVE
It can’t lie. The choice to be his was a compelling but arduous one. He was a married man with a family and a business life that had him traveling most of the month. His homes in London, NYC, and out west didn’t leave us much time. He was clear on the terms and they weren’t easy. However, it just couldn’t resist. There was something between us that was undeniable. It wasn’t lust but adoration, maybe? A feeling that portrays a different way of emoting, behavior, and consequences. You aren’t quite operating in lust and limbic and you know that what seems rational is irrational to some. It was determined.…
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SATURDAY SEX THOUGHTS: LUCK BE THE LADY
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THE EYE-SOUL CONNECTION
“The eyes are the window to the soul.” We hear this and it sounds romantic, deep and meaningful. If you think about the function of the eyes, they are essentially the camera of the brain. The synapse of those images, happens faster than we count; the different parts of the eye connect with the optic nerve that serves them to our brain. More importantly, our behavior and emotions are shaped by what we see. In fact, in many cases, it can be said that another part of our brain overrides what we see. In a moment of intimacy and connection, are we lost in our own souls or each other?
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MORNING LOVE: A WARM TONGUE ON A COLD DAY
Something to listen to with your coffee.
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SIMPLE PASSIONS: GOING DEEP
This weekend I watched a French film, “Simple Passion“ that took me into my past, churned up my body, mind, and soul, and spit out some great insights into life, that I wasn’t prepared for. Of course, it was a film based on the autobiographical book of the same title by Annie Ernaux. An empowering body of work that permits you never to regret. Passion to feel passion. Their body is the vessel. Yet, life’s lessons teach so well, and maybe one day you will be ready for just one. “I experienced pleasure like a future pain.” Annie Ernaux
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CHAPTER 4b: SLAVES RETREAT PART II
When it arrived in Albany, it had already read enough self-help books to understand many of the concepts that Master R was eager to share. Truthfully, it was a test of mental and emotional endurance. The physical part was a given. The anticipation of being called to play was the golden carrot. Dangle it, he did. To sexually serve and please the Master and Mistress of the Domaine was how it got through a full day of menial and arduous house chores.
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PETITE FRIDAY INSIGHTS: GREAT EXPECTATIONS
The big “E.” We all have them even if we don’t want to admit we do. In committed romantic relationships, they are expected but what about friendships or the beginnings of building rapport and connection? This topic isn’t sexy but I think we all have situations in our lives where expectations were Mrs Peacock in the library with the candlestick.
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WEDNESDAY STORY TIME: THE GUEST STAR
The year was 2015. Two threesomes in a week is like seeing a pig fly. It just doesn’t happen…..except it can and it does. The girl was so much fun. She was nervous but I thought it was cute. A curvy, native New Yorker – her thick mess of long, brown wavy hair and ivory skin begged to be kissed. In the nerves of a situation, roles will change; the guest star is now the dominant character. I started by simply unzipping my dress. He was sprawled out comfortably on the bed, lazily and dreamily watching. My eyes were locked on her. When someone is nervous in a sexual situation,…
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CHAPTER 4: AWAKENING AT SLAVE CAMP PART I
Yes, “slave camp” exists. Well, it’s more of a retreat than a camp, if you want to call it that. Based in Albany, NY, La Domaine Esemar tries to be something out of the “Story of O.” What looks like a typical home in the suburbs of Albany, has a community of people coming and going – local submissives, visiting Mistresses, a fully equipped basement dungeon and of course their decadent weekend parties. The commencement of those weekend parties was a Bacchanalian feast that would make even Bacchus blush. Indeed, the stars of those parties were never the scantily dressed slaves nor the richly latex-laden Mistresses, but rather the bottles…
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PRIVATE PARTS: THE BELOVED TAINT
Sharing a few thoughts on one of the most intimate acts…rimming.
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Fantasy Friday: A Symphony Between the Thighs
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THROWBACK THURSDAY STORY TIME: A PICTURE WITH SO MANY WORDS
As the holidays wind down and life goes back to normal, I found a photo of me from December 2013, covered in Christmas lights. In the corner of the photo were our terms of endearment for each other, “RKPet by JSquare.” I was his pet. We started as client/companion and eventually became lovers. My lover/play partner, and former client, was so good at capturing a moment and all of the emotion that went along with it. A wild weekend in SLC with a 15-year-old Chilean Cabernet from the Winemaker’s private cellar, and some serious playtime. Clairvoyance of the Heart. I still remember our first dinner that weekend. He was in…
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THROUGH THE DEVELOPMENT OF SPACE & TIME
It is only through space and time that our most influential experiences can shape shift.
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CHAPTER 2: BACK TO THE BEGINNING
I would be remiss if I didn’t share how I became it. Let me take you back to where it all began. 2012, an Anniversary party where I knew the company’s founders. I was wearing my black velvet Hollywould heels with the Swarovski crystals and the back seam stockings. Those stockings were his kryptonite, little did I know. He as much said so when he introduced himself. While I appreciated the Alpha in his approach and demeanor, I had no idea that this chance meeting would change the course of my life for the next five years.
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AN ESCORT’S MEMOIR: ANTICIPATING YOU
It starts with a phone call. This distinctive nervous energy burns through this invisible line between us. The anticipation of our meeting. Cinema noir. The voice leaves an air of mystery… I imagine you. What are you doing at that very moment? What are you like when you are doing something you love? How are your mannerisms different in public versus private? It is a waiting game for us both, full of assumptions. Our gut and brain are intimately connected. Let us focus on that primal feeling that begins in your belly and travels through your limbic system wreaking havoc until the hour strikes. It’s time. In the seconds before,…
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A PETITE FRIDAY FANTASY: ROLEPLAY
Listen in to learn just how much I love a good role play.
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THE SECRET LIFE OF O- A PYSCHOSEXUAL ADVENTURE
I used pronouns with flexibility before it was “mandatory” on a LinkedIn profile. The embodiment not of an individual but of a thing, for the use and pleasure of someone else. The “it” represents that perfectly. You will notice, that I only refer to myself in the third person; “the slut” or “it.” What is written in these chapters, was the beginning of a journey that was unlike any other. Forget the cliche of “50 Shades of Grey.” This archive is an autobiographical sexual journey that delves deep into the psychosexual realms – BDSM and power exchange. It’s more than a story, it was my life for 5 years. If…
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LATE-NIGHT LOVE: BETWEEN THE SHOULDER BLADES
The place where your fingers run, lightly scratching the place that drives me just a little crazy. The place where I melt, just a little. I try not to distract myself because as your hands glide over my sweet spot, my head is buried between your thighs. My body is relaxed, preparing itself for what is next and then what happens after that. There is no rush. The journey we are on is a longer and curvier road. It’s amazing when you find that ordinary, non-sexual spot that can change your body and mind in an instant. You don’t try too hard. We are in flow with one another. There…
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PETITE FRIDAY THOUGHTS: WHAT CUMS NATURAL
The creep of desire like a hot trickle of oil that burns through – mind, body and soul. I make no apologies for it. I know I want this man sitting in front of me. I want all of you and for the reasons that don’t really matter because our time together is finite. P.S. My birthday is tomorrow. Send me a birthday wish or a little token of appreciation via venmo, cashapp or my favorite things.
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