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FANTASY FRIDAY: FEEL THE FOREPLAY
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THE BETTER MAN
It’s what you strive to be. The superlative to good but inferior to best. You have armed yourself with all of the necessary components to be better – a therapist, meditation, tougher gym workouts, being more present. How do you measure your progress? Hold yourself accountable. Fortune Favors the Patient. Even is the enemy of victory. A rationale has infinite uses, much of which lies in licking our wounds and empathizing our egos. A better man sees beyond the zero sum hype. Abundance. Potential. Warrior words. The better man has a steady mind and hand. A perspective of simplicity that breaks through the noise of even the most complex. And…
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LANGUAGE OF LUST
There is a always a moment when words turn into action. Where the eyes lock, the head tilts and body temperature rises. Two mouths draw close, so close and the tongue stands on attention. The Kiss. A Beginning and End. Charm my brain. The anticipation of your head so close to mine that I can see the microscopic pores on your nose. A lyrical conversation between two bodies. Vulnerability on display, an out of body experience, that catalyzes courage, daring you to make the next move. It is the greeting, good-bye; writing the prologue and epilogue of our story. These beautiful moments of intimacy that create the story, transforming strangers…
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DIARY OF AN ESCORT: CLIENT APPRECIATION
How lucky are we?
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MONDAY LOVE: YOUR PRETTY DICK
Never underestimate the power that lies between those gorgeous thighs. Giving you Monday morning love a little early.
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FANTASY FRIDAY: RIDING THE WEEKEND LIKE…
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POWER OF THE TEXTILE
Raw fabric. The energy it engages to create a wearable story. A story that ends with the tender intimacy that only two vulnerable and open people can deliver…
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THE LIBERATED SOUL
His mind is brilliant, devouring information instantaneously but not without careful thought. In business he is not to be underestimated, and in some cases even feared. His charisma is like the wind, pushing you gently, in many forms, sometimes its gale force and other times just a light breeze. It always feels refreshing. I believe that similar to a woman, a man has his secrets but guards them closely, slower to reveal, if he ever does. This is one of the most beautiful things about him. The wonder of him. When Opportunity Knocks. When he gives you an opening, take it and appreciate it. It is rare to have the…
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FANTASY FRIDAY: THRUSTERS
Not all positions are created equally. Demonstrate your power.
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TRUE CONFESSION: THE PHONE CALL
It was one phone call. We have all been there are some point, haven’t we?
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MORNING LOVE: LOVING BETWEEN THE THIGHS
Pleasure is simple. Let’s not take it for granted.
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MORNING LOVE: THE ENTRANCE OF FALL’S LION
Be my lion… Let’s roar.
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A LOVE LETTER WRITTEN, READ & SENT
Close your eyes and imagine… The chilled crispness of champagne.A large, deep-soaking tub. There is something cathartic about a bath. The warm water engulfs as the steam rises, while the champagne chills and warms in the mouth at the same time. A rush of desire to the body, mind and soul. Not Just An Oasis. Mine and Yours. Here we are, away from everything and everyone. This tub is our oasis. I crouch over you and take your face in my soapy hands. The look that passes between us, absent of any words. There is no room for superfluous words, the carnal flow of energy simply overwhelms this moment. Your…
- AUDIO NOTES, CLIENT THEOREM, ESCORT THEOREM, intimacy, morning love, self development, self-discovery
MORNING LOVE – UN COEUR PRIVE
My tiny message to you: To Know Thyself Is the Beginning of Wisdom. Socrates The heart can hold many secrets, some of which are still waiting to be revealed. There are some I want to share. Then there are some that are deeper down, buried so deep in the soul, only meant for me. Energy shifts happen more often than we think or are prepared for. Socrates said it best, “…know thyself.” The deeper we can see into ourselves and work towards stronger self-awareness and understanding, the brighter and more revealing life will be; preparation is the key to the challenging times of life. I am still learning. The…
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ZaZaZa ZIPPER
A simple mechanism that is the gateway to our greatest imagine and realities.
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MONDAY MORNING’S LOVE: PURE ELEGANCE
“Elegance is not catching somebody’s eyes, it’s staying in somebody’s memories.” Giorgio Armani Let me live in your memory.
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C’EST SIMPLE
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PETITE FRIDAY THOUGHTS: FINALLY
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TUESDAY CONFESSIONAL: STATE OF HAPPINESS
Sharing some thoughts as I talk to you late into this early Tuesday morning.
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FEELING THE SMILE
I was thinking of you today. The last memory. I can feel the sizzle. I can feel your smile. When a connection has depth, there is a sense of freedom, in both movement and emotion. It doesn’t leave you, rather it comes and goes in sometimes, the most unexpected of moments. The Warm Spot in the Lake. The Feeling We Crave. There are some people who search all of their lives for this comfort. I have described this before – it is the warm spot in a lake. When you first wade in, it can be chilly and uncertain and then, there it is – and oh, how it radiates…
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THE LONG TORSO HOME
Standing above me, there you are. My patent leather stiletto resting on your chest. Im just staring at you in anticipation. You are staring back with a thickness in your eyes. There we are in what feels like a time and thought bubble – anticipating the next move. The focus only on each other. Intimacy in Inches. There are only so many “moves” or “actions.” The body in all of its kinetic glory recognizes it doesn’t have limitless potential. However, in between the inches of these movements are where the surprises await us. The expression of intimacy and imagination in its pure form. We are moving slower, taking our time…
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MONDAY MORNING LOVE: GRACEFUL MASCULINITY
A man should embrace of all himself, including his cock. His genetic composition brings a unique identity to decision-making and the pursuits of both the fundamental ideals and pleasures in life. Appreciate it for what it is. Make it a day.
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BLOOD, SWEAT AND TEARS
The blood pumping through our bodies has the same level of sodium as the sea; dark and rich in nutrients, keeping us buoyant, yet ready to poison us if we drink it. There is a connection to this nature that is inescapable; the salty ocean air permeating our hair and skin blending with our natural oils; a perfume that can’t be replicated. Mercurial waves; the energy of our emotions similar to the tides, the constant ebb and flow. Do we float with the current or swim against it? Sweat, and tears, misting from our pores, a truly tangible sign that we answer ultimately to the call from nature.
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PETITE FRIDAY THOUGHTS: BODY HEAT
The scene.
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MONDAY LOVE: DREAM SEQUENCE
A dream where its just you and me and our desires.
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SATURDAY SEX: WHEN YOU CAN’T SLEEP
For when you can’t sleep. I’m in your dreams…
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FANTASY FRIDAY: GREAT EXPECTATIONS
Mmmmm….can’t wait to taste and feel you. What a lucky woman.
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AWAKENING OF ONE BODY
I have been single for a long time. I have worked for myself since 2012 My last real vanilla relationship was in 2008. Yes, I’ve had a few affairs, one that actually got quite serious and threw me through a loop. Love and passion can definitely do that. I think I am still learning and growing from that relationship, actually. In fact, 90% of the time. its, me, myself and I. Before you feel sorry for me, know that my life has not been boring or unfulfilling, and I can say with a smile, that I have mastered the art of being alone and loving myself. So…if you find yourself…
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PSA LOVE: THE THOUGHTFUL REVIEW
It doesn’t take much to be a gentleman, gentlemen.
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PETITE FRIDAY LOVE: BUTTERFLY WINGS
He knew she was not the kind of flower that opened up easily. However, this was not a big secret. Foreplay was intellectual volley, she was just so damn curious and eager. He was a man with a razor sharp mind and sense of business. Indeed, people that was so disarmingly charming with the humility and integrity to match. Just Lay Back and Open Up. As a woman who loved sex, to conjure passion was never difficult. Sex, in her mind, like great conversation and intellectual prowess, was an art. It is easy enough to pain with broad, vivid strokes but what makes it unique, are all the smaller details,…
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POST-BIRTHDAY THOUGHTS: LESSONS IN CHEMISTRY
Real intimacy is only possible to the degree that we can be honest about what we are doing and feeling.” Joyce Brothers My morning love note to you.
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FIRE IN THE ORGANS
“The heart is an organ of fire.” Michael Ondaatje, The English Patient Bringing you hump day message, on the day before my birthday!
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MONDAY MORNING LOVE: AWASH IN PLEASURE
Let’s begin a new week desiring desire. Its closer than we think, within our grasp. Do not think too hard. Let your physiology respond to mine. Our bodies will move together in reflex. Can we slowly move towards that? Then, let’s fall into it, let it wash over us. The past and our future are suspended from the delicious reality of the present moment we are creating.
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DEFINING THE EMPHASIS
“To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that’s all.” Oscar Wilde I will be turning another year old in less than a week. Does having expectation keep us from really living? There is so much truth in Oscar Wilde’s words. How many times do we ask ourselves,” where did the time go?” That feels like existence to me. I have said it. I want this next year to be about living. To live doesn’t mean you have to go to extremes. Slow your pace for what’s important. Take in your every day with a difference pair of eyes, ears and mouth. The change in mental…
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THE ZIPPER
Here we lay. We ardently kiss and I feel your skin so warm, I mesh my mind into our connection that is developing and maturing in real time. Two people deliciously playing out our passions, so sensual, we melt. I bury my head in all that is masculine about you. It maybe be covered in fabric with the mechanisms for privacy, but my desire is to open you up, devour you and make it mine. A creation of a memory branded into my brain. There it goes – your warm, strong flesh set free. Then I can’t help myself. My mouth, my tongue and your eyes piercing into mine. The…
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MONDAY MORNING LOVE: SMALL TALK, BIG ANSWERS
““We do not see things as they are, we see things as we are.” David Brooks, How to Know a Person: The Art of Seeing Others Deeply and Being Deeply Seen It is officially the month of July…let’s get it! My birthday is around the corner and life is wonderful. When it comes to building relationships, there is one area that we often disregard, small talk. If it is assumed that you won’t care about the answers to basic questions, how will we ever expect to get those great answers? Side by side we speak converse, even if we are facing each other. I’m with you in every syllable. If…
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MORNING LOVE: UNE PETITE LECON ORALE
It is one of my favorite things. We need to appreciate the art of oral for what it is – a massage between a pair of beautiful thighs.
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KNOCK, KNOCKING ON HEAVEN’S DOOR
A door ready to be opened. Intimacy ready to be created. Welcome to my artist’s studio…
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LUCKY ME
“Life is short. Break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you smile.” Mark Twain Excuse me Mr. Clemens, I think you should never regret anything, full stop. Our behaviors are the tools that guide our lives. The more resilient and understanding we are, the more interesting and powerful life becomes.
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SATURDAY NIGHT LIGHT
Thinking about you and a different kind of intimacy we can experience. Share your thoughts with me.
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WEDNESDAY MORNING LOVE: A LITTLE BIT OF YOU
A hotel room snuggle and back in Boston on Friday. Happy hump day!
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MONDAY LOVE: POLISHING THE BRAIN
“It is good to rub and polish our brains against that of other.“ Michel de Montaigne When we look for things that will “next level” our abilities, we can overlook the most simple: interconnectedness. As a companion, I talk about the significance of connection in my ad copy and on my website. It sounds simple but it it takes work and a bit of bravery. The fulfillment of the physical needs the intellectual, to feel that true satisfaction contentment and pleasure. Two Heads Are Better Than One. Two heads, two bodies. An intermingling of the senses to celebrate the nature of being in this with you. Montaigne is for sure…
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PETITE FRIDAY TREAT: POWERS OF MASTURBATION
Listen closely learn and touch… If you like what. you hear, you can support it here…https://buymeacoffee.com/otventures
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TUESDAY MORNING LOVE: A KITCHEN FANTASY
A fantasy I want to share. Happy Tuesday!
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LOVE & LOGIC – THE THEORY OF EVERYTHING
“Remember that wherever your heart is, there you will find your treasure.” Paulo Coehlo It is to be said that the heart, if you listen closely, will always give you the answers to life. The questions that we ponder, that we cant surmise from logic and so let slip from our mental grasp, our heart is the oracle. Love & Logic. The Theory of Everything. Take note, none of what I write is out of naivete. On the contrary, I’ve experienced everything emotion so deeply: great love, great loss, deep pain, intense desire. There is plenty of room in our life for logic,something we revere and celebrate. We often find…
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PETITE FRIDAY THOUGHTS: A CHILEAN FANTASY
We have all had an experience or two or three, ok, maybe five, that felt surreal. In the moment, you want to pinch yourself. In the aftermath, you recall the moment and it still can excite as if you were there again. Last night, I went to a wine masterclass featuring a Chilean winemaker. They happened to be in close distance with a winery that created a vibrant memory in 2007 with a winemaker. It is the subtle notes in those events, those memories that drive us. Listen on…
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MORNING LOVE & A TUESDAY TREAT: DESIRE
“Desire is the pulse of the soul.” Unknown
- CLIENT THEOREM, ESCORT THEOREM, escort thoughts, intimacy, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, relationships, seduction
THE MOMENTUM OF STILLNESS & THE POWER OF THE PAUSE
Every day we seek out inspiration whether we realize it or not. While most of any given day is predictable, we still seek out inspiration. Our brief satisfaction may reveal itself in the perfect cup of coffee, not having any red lights, a particularly great workout, or that first sip on a cocktail when the day ends. Our mission in life is not to wait for things to happen but to create the momentum to set that energy free. I believe we are all artists of a kind – building and creating, no matter how mundane or special, they are all unique. There is a belief that those experiences have…
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A PETITE CRAVING ON PETITE THURSDAY
The ultimate in relaxation.
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MORNING LOVE: THE OMNIPOTENCE OF LANGUAGE
“Language is courage: the ability to conceive a thought, to speak it, and by doing so to make it true.” Salman Rushdie Think before you speak. We have heard this at some point in our lives. Yet, it can be easy to forget. Language can be a cheap whore. As we begin a new week, let’s show a little more recognition to the words we say and how we say them. We give words their power. Its time to listen to Mr. Rushdie and give them more courage.
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THE SEVENTH SENSE
There is muscle behind the magic. Twists and turns navigated flawlessly, your ease and confidence as you explore and navigate the familiar and the new. You push and thrust when you need to. Timed perfectly because you are hyper-aware the significance of timing and success in life. A resilience unmatched. I admire how you take care of knowing the importance of the little details. Your elegance and intensity can drive me wild. Your body may not be consistent with modernity but you appreciate tradition in a way that most people have forgotten. In that way, you blow your competition out of the water. The world whizzes by when its just us.…
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FANTASY FRIDAY: RIDERS ON THE STORM
Another Fantasy Friday. Sit back and listen, mon cher.
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Wednesday Morning Love: The D Word
It’s time to breathe, touch and listen.
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THE FEELING YOU STAY FOR
You aren’t living in a world of make believe. Perhaps you have just lived in a harsh reality for far too long. It’s time to be kinder to yourself. It is easy to fall into patterns. We all do it. After all, consistency in our lives is a crave that we never realize or vocalize. It is just there. Now, here you are…with me. A diversion but a positive one. A window opened. Together we are creating a path, discovering a new part of you, an adventure with no real destination, or maybe it’s just that the destination doesn’t matter. Just Between Us. A mutual bond of integrity, respect…
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FANTASY FRIDAY: ABOVE THE RIM
It doesn’t need an introduction, does it?
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BLAMING NEWTON
We soldier into the unknown familiarity of this chemical connection. It is the beauty of carnal physics You do not mentally process what it is that happens, but certainly feel it. A brave heart, courage, accelerated by the anticipation of a new journey into intimacy. The brain bubbles with the excitement and confidence soars. You are in the zone. This is the moment where nothing else matters. Everything is just a part in this play called, Life. Fade to black, except for you and me, we are vividly together. The Consequence of Lust… Like a gambler, are known but just don’t fucking matter. We are freefalling into the physiolgoical response.…
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TUESDAY MORNING LOVE: COCK MEDITATIONS
When you are feeling stressed, close your eyes…
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THE QUESTION OF PARADISE
“This morning, with her, having coffee.” Johnny Cash When we think of paradise it is often a place. Perhaps a white sand beach that doesn’t burn your feet, with crystal clear water that feels like a refreshing bath. The conjuring of blissful place, that is as calming and invigorating to our insides as it is to our physical being. The cliche, ” we want what we don’t have” creates a longing in us to chase that unknown. This is beyond ambition. Is it greed? Gluttony? Once achieved, what is next? Bigger? Better? Riskier? How to find extraordinary in our ordinary. The rare moments in our lives we chase to stay…
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HONEY LOVE
Some tales are just too sweet for too many words.
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MONDAY MORNING LOVE: MY BALLS, MYSELF
No inspirational quotes today. An opportunity to feel the love, literally.
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FRIDAY FANTASY: WAITING FOR YOUR NOD
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YEARNING FOR THE SIMPLICITY OF TOUCH
A desire burns within all of us to be touched in that way. There is no label for it. It isn’t always easy to articulate. However, you know when it happens. When your hand touches mine. When my cheek rests on your shoulder, chest, inner thighs…and then comes the exhale of everything. This energy stops just short of carnal, for a moment. Its tender and deep. A story being written in motion of two people giving each other what they have. All of it. Nothing left behind. That is intimacy. It is something that can’t be manufactured because it comes from deep within. A mystery in chemistry. The magic of…
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MONDAY MORNING LOVE NOTE
From me to you, over and over…
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FRIDAY’S FANTASY: WHAT THE EYES REVEAL
“…He asked with his eyes more than his lips…” A line from a Robert Frost poem that leapt out at me.
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A HUMP DAY RECOLLECTION
I wonder if you think about it as much as I do…
- AUDIO NOTES, human behavior, monday morning love, motivation, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, self development, Uncategorized
A NEW WEEK, A NEW LOVE NOTE
“To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.” Ralph Waldo Emerson At the end of the day, it is should be our characters and the foundation we build within ourselves that we look at and share as our greatest success in life. The success of knowing who you are. This is also a lifelong achievement with only upside potential.
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A FRIDAY FANTASY IN WORDS
Sometimes things happen when our husbands pass out in front of the TV. My son showed up unexpectedly to wish me a happy birthday and caught me in undress – my bra, garter, stockings and heels. I’m blushing as I recount this story. My birthday dinner with my husband was nice and heavy on the promises to cum. On the drive home, I took my seatbelt off so my hand could enjoy the birthday present he had growing for me between his Italian-clothed legs. Only a few more minutes, and I would be receiving the birthday fuck I’d been fantasizing about. Unfortunately, Elijah Craig and ESPN needed him more.…
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THE POWER OF THE FLIRT
Don’t think of flirting as having intended sexual consequences. Instead, let’s see flirting as a simple but powerful form of communication. An opportunity to harness kinetic energy between individuals, unleashing creativity and confidence with powerful reverberation. Get out of your own head, off of your phone and flirt more!
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MONDAY MORNING LOVE: ITS TIME…
“Everyone should smile. Life really isn’t that serious. We make it hard. The sun rises. The sun sets. We just tend to complicate the process.”Everyone should smile. Life really isn’t that serious. We make it hard. The sun rises. The sun sets. We just tend to complicate the process.” Arian Foster What is obvious we tend to overlook. Perhaps it is because we need a puzzle to solve. The approach to life can’t be super simple. Creating our own success has to be a bit more complex, doesn’t it? A basic behavior like smiling, we forget to do it. And let me tell you, serious looks aren’t your friend as…
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SUNDAY NIGHT LOVE: IN THE ELEVATOR
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FRIDAY CONFESSIONS: ITS NOT WHAT YOU THINK
It just turned to Friday. It’s late and I’m ready to whisper in your ear. I want to share something with you. Will you listen?
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MONDAY NIGHT WHISPERS: STANDING ERECT
Just listen.
- AUDIO NOTES, CLIENT THEOREM, dos and donts, intimacy, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, relationships, words of wisdom
CLIENT BAD BEHAVIORS: MR. BUGS BUNNY
Bugs Bunny LOVED his carrots. He enjoy flaunting them too. I was compelled to write about a common client behavior because of a tweet. A fellow companion mentioned how some clients love to over promise and then under deliver. This isn’t a good business practice as anyone who is in business will tell you. Listen in to hear more about this phenomenon in the client/companion relationship. While I don’t think it is ever done with malicious intent, I also think that the client/provider relationship can create a lot of Bugs Bunnies. Personally, I love a client who with his actions and never his words, completely surprises and delights. Listen in…
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MORNING LOVE: THE PRACTICE OF INTIMACY
The true practice of intimacy can happen in what might seem to be the most awkward of moments. Yet, it is the openness and presence in which intimacy is felt that allows for this bond we create to thrive and not stall out. Intimacy is not a fairy tale. It is not perfection. The tenderness of leaning into a moment that could feel or be distracting, doesn’t have to be. It’s down to your willingness to explore the discomfort and simultaneously decide what you want to make of it. The beauty of companionship is in the shapeshifting of intimacy, the fun of that learning, growth.
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FRIDAY FANTASY: A RUSH OF BLOOD
Because I miss you.
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HUMP DAY LOVE: NYC HERE I COME
We all need a little love.
- CLIENT THEOREM, escort thoughts, intimacy, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, seduction, sexual connection
MONDAY MORNING LOVE
Get lost in that touch for a moment, two or three. How good it feels to have that warm hand caress you gently. Never obvious, always discreet and yet still, your mind finds its way to the dirtiest corner. You feel a lift. That’s always reassuring. A whisper, a laugh, a look. We aren’t playing games rather its just the slow path to something good. Yet, we aren’t getting ahead of ourselves. We know the significance of the present. The feelings evoked. We way not get enough but when do those mental pictures are poignantly vivid. Blink once twice as if your lashes are sweeping down on the shutter of…
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THE IRISH CHEER
A little Irish note…don’t kill me for the accent!
- CLIENT THEOREM, dating, escort thoughts, intimacy, love, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, relationships
ARE WE IN A SEXUAL RECESSION?
Recently I listened to the Impact Theory podcast. The guest was Sex Therapist Emily Morse. What was immediately apparent, is the significance of non-sexual points, like balancing your identity that seem to be the catalyst for why sex, or intimacy for that matter, has found its way to the bottom of the proverbial “to do” list. Basically, the more confident and centered you are within yourself, the better you can relate in connection with others. That’s obvious though, right? And yet, perhaps in a social-media, stuck-to-our-phones world, it’s not. Sure we smart enough to recognize this but maybe just too lazy to change. We should let the power of touch…
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HUMP DAY LOVE: A LITTLE JUICE
We are feeling signs of spring in the air. A note from me to you, while you sit down to start your day, or maybe just to keep your day going…
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MONDAY MORNING LOVE: BE THOUGHTFUL
The start of a new week, and I want to show you some love to get it started.
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BREAKING BREAD – A NEW CHAPTER
Four days into my moving to a new city, I reconnected with an awesome, talented gentleman over dinner in Cambridge. It was my first date since my move to the Boston area on March 1. Intimacy takes time and yes, practice. In my case, I’ve been practicing for the last 12 years. I think sometimes you are Now I am living in a new city and getting to know it – the good, bad and ugly. What is Interesting About a Man. It’s no secret that I love men. I appreciate them and enjoy learning their secrets, vulnerabilities and what makes them special. Some are in my life for many,…
- AUDIO NOTES, friendship, intimacy, love, monday morning love, motivation, PROOF OF GROWTH & CONNECTION, relationships
MONDAY MORNING LOVE: WHAT JOHANN MISSED
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INTIMACY IN FLUX
In my latest audio note, I discuss the idea of disconnection. We don’t talk about the reality of the client/companion relationship or the opportunity for its potential. It really is one of the most unique relationships you will ever foster in your life. The depth and breadth of which are up to you with no permanence or weight.
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FANTASY FRIDAY: THE SNAKE CHARMER
It’s been too long…
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The Letter
I was going through my desk drawer the other day and found a letter from my ex-husband. It was a letter he wrote me when he made me my Hope Chest. His engagement gift to me. I love a man who can work with his hands. Our divorce was two decades ago but his words aged beautifully. Imagine an electrical engineer who can write like Shakespeare. There in my tiny Upper East Side bedroom, I was transported to that day. The exquisite hope chest he had hand carved that would hold our precious memories, as we embarked on a new life together filled with hope and promise. Twenty years late…
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MONDAY MORNING LOVE: SPEECHLESS
Cherish the experiences that render you speechless. It can happen when we least expect it. Comfort in an “awkward pause.” A grunt. A slow, slightly humming exhale. “There are some experiences in life they haven’t invented the right words for.” Lisa Kleypas Happy new week!
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STORY TIME: STRANGER ON A TRAIN
The NJ Transit and Metro North trains have a special place in my heart. NJ Transit especially, in my early years of commuting…and that handsome stranger…
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BECAUSE SOMEONE TOLD ME ITS TITTY TUESDAY
And mine are big.
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THE LONELY SLAVE
It can’t lie. The choice to be his was a compelling but arduous one. He was a married man with a family and a business life that had him traveling most of the month. His homes in London, NYC, and out west didn’t leave us much time. He was clear on the terms and they weren’t easy. However, it just couldn’t resist. There was something between us that was undeniable. It wasn’t lust but adoration, maybe? A feeling that portrays a different way of emoting, behavior, and consequences. You aren’t quite operating in lust and limbic and you know that what seems rational is irrational to some. It was determined.…
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SATURDAY SEX THOUGHTS: LUCK BE THE LADY
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MORNING LOVE: START AGAIN, SAM
Like the famous film by Woody Allen, “Play it Again Sam,” we all want another chance. Yet every other minute of the day, there is one. What are you waiting for?
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THE EYE-SOUL CONNECTION
“The eyes are the window to the soul.” We hear this and it sounds romantic, deep and meaningful. If you think about the function of the eyes, they are essentially the camera of the brain. The synapse of those images, happens faster than we count; the different parts of the eye connect with the optic nerve that serves them to our brain. More importantly, our behavior and emotions are shaped by what we see. In fact, in many cases, it can be said that another part of our brain overrides what we see. In a moment of intimacy and connection, are we lost in our own souls or each other?
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MORNING LOVE: A WARM TONGUE ON A COLD DAY
Something to listen to with your coffee.
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SIMPLE PASSIONS: GOING DEEP
This weekend I watched a French film, “Simple Passion“ that took me into my past, churned up my body, mind, and soul, and spit out some great insights into life, that I wasn’t prepared for. Of course, it was a film based on the autobiographical book of the same title by Annie Ernaux. An empowering body of work that permits you never to regret. Passion to feel passion. Their body is the vessel. Yet, life’s lessons teach so well, and maybe one day you will be ready for just one. “I experienced pleasure like a future pain.” Annie Ernaux
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CHAPTER 4b: SLAVES RETREAT PART II
When it arrived in Albany, it had already read enough self-help books to understand many of the concepts that Master R was eager to share. Truthfully, it was a test of mental and emotional endurance. The physical part was a given. The anticipation of being called to play was the golden carrot. Dangle it, he did. To sexually serve and please the Master and Mistress of the Domaine was how it got through a full day of menial and arduous house chores.
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PETITE FRIDAY INSIGHTS: GREAT EXPECTATIONS
The big “E.” We all have them even if we don’t want to admit we do. In committed romantic relationships, they are expected but what about friendships or the beginnings of building rapport and connection? This topic isn’t sexy but I think we all have situations in our lives where expectations were Mrs Peacock in the library with the candlestick.
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WEDNESDAY STORY TIME: THE GUEST STAR
The year was 2015. Two threesomes in a week is like seeing a pig fly. It just doesn’t happen…..except it can and it does. The girl was so much fun. She was nervous but I thought it was cute. A curvy, native New Yorker – her thick mess of long, brown wavy hair and ivory skin begged to be kissed. In the nerves of a situation, roles will change; the guest star is now the dominant character. I started by simply unzipping my dress. He was sprawled out comfortably on the bed, lazily and dreamily watching. My eyes were locked on her. When someone is nervous in a sexual situation,…
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CHAPTER 4: AWAKENING AT SLAVE CAMP PART I
Yes, “slave camp” exists. Well, it’s more of a retreat than a camp, if you want to call it that. Based in Albany, NY, La Domaine Esemar tries to be something out of the “Story of O.” What looks like a typical home in the suburbs of Albany, has a community of people coming and going – local submissives, visiting Mistresses, a fully equipped basement dungeon and of course their decadent weekend parties. The commencement of those weekend parties was a Bacchanalian feast that would make even Bacchus blush. Indeed, the stars of those parties were never the scantily dressed slaves nor the richly latex-laden Mistresses, but rather the bottles…
- AUDIO NOTES, CLIENT THEOREM, confessions, dos and donts, escort thoughts, fantasy, intimacy, intimacy
PRIVATE PARTS: THE BELOVED TAINT
Sharing a few thoughts on one of the most intimate acts…rimming.
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Fantasy Friday: A Symphony Between the Thighs
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THROWBACK THURSDAY STORY TIME: A PICTURE WITH SO MANY WORDS
As the holidays wind down and life goes back to normal, I found a photo of me from December 2013, covered in Christmas lights. In the corner of the photo were our terms of endearment for each other, “RKPet by JSquare.” I was his pet. We started as client/companion and eventually became lovers. My lover/play partner, and former client, was so good at capturing a moment and all of the emotion that went along with it. A wild weekend in SLC with a 15-year-old Chilean Cabernet from the Winemaker’s private cellar, and some serious playtime. Clairvoyance of the Heart. I still remember our first dinner that weekend. He was in…
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THROUGH THE DEVELOPMENT OF SPACE & TIME
It is only through space and time that our most influential experiences can shape shift.
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SUNDAY FUNDAY: BACK TO THE BASES & THE ART OF THE KISS
We were all young once. The frenetic desire to demonstrate our sexual skills. Now, its time to do the opposite and let our lips just linger…
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CHAPTER 2: BACK TO THE BEGINNING
I would be remiss if I didn’t share how I became it. Let me take you back to where it all began. 2012, an Anniversary party where I knew the company’s founders. I was wearing my black velvet Hollywould heels with the Swarovski crystals and the back seam stockings. Those stockings were his kryptonite, little did I know. He as much said so when he introduced himself. While I appreciated the Alpha in his approach and demeanor, I had no idea that this chance meeting would change the course of my life for the next five years.
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AN ESCORT’S MEMOIR: ANTICIPATING YOU
It starts with a phone call. This distinctive nervous energy burns through this invisible line between us. The anticipation of our meeting. Cinema noir. The voice leaves an air of mystery… I imagine you. What are you doing at that very moment? What are you like when you are doing something you love? How are your mannerisms different in public versus private? It is a waiting game for us both, full of assumptions. Our gut and brain are intimately connected. Let us focus on that primal feeling that begins in your belly and travels through your limbic system wreaking havoc until the hour strikes. It’s time. In the seconds before,…
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A PETITE FRIDAY FANTASY: ROLEPLAY
Listen in to learn just how much I love a good role play.
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THE SECRET LIFE OF O- A PYSCHOSEXUAL ADVENTURE
I used pronouns with flexibility before it was “mandatory” on a LinkedIn profile. The embodiment not of an individual but of a thing, for the use and pleasure of someone else. The “it” represents that perfectly. You will notice, that I only refer to myself in the third person; “the slut” or “it.” What is written in these chapters, was the beginning of a journey that was unlike any other. Forget the cliche of “50 Shades of Grey.” This archive is an autobiographical sexual journey that delves deep into the psychosexual realms – BDSM and power exchange. It’s more than a story, it was my life for 5 years. If…
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LATE-NIGHT LOVE: BETWEEN THE SHOULDER BLADES
The place where your fingers run, lightly scratching the place that drives me just a little crazy. The place where I melt, just a little. I try not to distract myself because as your hands glide over my sweet spot, my head is buried between your thighs. My body is relaxed, preparing itself for what is next and then what happens after that. There is no rush. The journey we are on is a longer and curvier road. It’s amazing when you find that ordinary, non-sexual spot that can change your body and mind in an instant. You don’t try too hard. We are in flow with one another. There…