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The Letter
I was going through my desk drawer the other day and found a letter from my ex-husband. It was a letter he wrote me when he made me my Hope Chest. His engagement gift to me. I love a man who can work with his hands. Our divorce was two decades ago but his words aged beautifully. Imagine an electrical engineer who can write like Shakespeare. There in my tiny Upper East Side bedroom, I was transported to that day. The exquisite hope chest he had hand carved that would hold our precious memories, as we embarked on a new life together filled with hope and promise. Twenty years late…
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SIMPLE PASSIONS: GOING DEEP
This weekend I watched a French film, “Simple Passion“ that took me into my past, churned up my body, mind, and soul, and spit out some great insights into life, that I wasn’t prepared for. Of course, it was a film based on the autobiographical book of the same title by Annie Ernaux. An empowering body of work that permits you never to regret. Passion to feel passion. Their body is the vessel. Yet, life’s lessons teach so well, and maybe one day you will be ready for just one. “I experienced pleasure like a future pain.” Annie Ernaux
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AUDIO NOTES, CLIENT THEOREM, confessions, dos and donts, escort thoughts, fantasy, intimacy, intimacy
PRIVATE PARTS: THE BELOVED TAINT
Sharing a few thoughts on one of the most intimate acts…rimming.
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AN ESCORT’S MEMOIR: ANTICIPATING YOU
It starts with a phone call. This distinctive nervous energy burns through this invisible line between us. The anticipation of our meeting. Cinema noir. The voice leaves an air of mystery… I imagine you. What are you doing at that very moment? What are you like when you are doing something you love? How are your mannerisms different in public versus private? It is a waiting game for us both, full of assumptions. Our gut and brain are intimately connected. Let us focus on that primal feeling that begins in your belly and travels through your limbic system wreaking havoc until the hour strikes. It’s time. In the seconds before,…
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AFTERNOON DELIGHT: SECRETS BETWEEN THE SHOULDER BLADES
The place where your fingers run, lightly scratching the place that drives me just a little crazy. You found my spot. I have a few but exploration and discovery are what matters most. This is the place where I melt, just a little. I try not to distract myself because as your hands glide over my sweet spot, my head is buried between your thighs. My body is relaxed, preparing itself for what is next and then what happens after that. There is no rush. The journey we are on is a longer and curvier road. It’s amazing when you find that ordinary, non-sexual spot that can change your body…
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AFTER CARE: A CRITICAL PART OF INTIMACY
I recently spent time with someone who made me revisit my feelings on aftercare. While it is often just talked about in kink circles, aftercare is a necessary and critical part of any intimate situation. Listen to learn more… Update: Since the posting of this audio note, I had several wonderfully open conversations with the gentleman who inspired this post. It seems obvious, but it was quite helpful to share our concerns and feedback, which ultimately created a delicious new intimacy.